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واسه محمد مینویسم.محمدی که نمیدونم اون از نگاه من فرار میکنه یا من از نگاه اون!
vali dar khateram hasti , dg injasho majburi age harf harfe man bashe hanuz asheghe magruram vali miram to khosh bashi , manam injasho majburam lebasam buye to mide migam heyfe nemipusham vasam adat shode hatman k atret ru tanam bashe ya hatta bade har dava gonahet gardanam bashe be telam j nemidi posh khat miam posh khat mimunam messe hamishe vaghti sedato nadaram vaghti hichi nemigi bayad chika konam diruz off kadam chon javabi vase soalat nadashtam chon halam bad bud chon to dashti gerye mikardi chon man dashtam jun midadam agar rafti nayar yadet che gholayi be man dadi be fekre man nabash aslan boro eshgham . to azadi ..... hamishe badraghat budan hamin cheshmaye martubam boro harja bedune man , to khosh bashi manam khubam faghat miri ye kari kon k engar az khodamune ye kari kon began mardom k takhsire 2tamune agar goftan felani ku javabe mardome dari begu raftam safar aslan bazam kon aberudari vali ey kash mifahmidi cheghad hale badi daram dobare man nemidunam bahat che nesbati daram na to dg dusam nadari nagofti na k rahe bargashti bashe vali koja ? nadariii na mohammadam dg dusam nadari daram chikar mikonam ? ma chemun shode mohammadam ? dishab ashke to ham darumad mohammad chera hamechi inhame beham rikhtas mitarsam sardame هر چقدر خواب تو را ببینم رویایت تمام نمی شود نرو... بگذار سرنوشت مرا رویای تو رقم بزند رهایت نمی کنم هرچند که سردیت، مرا سخت می سوزانند ... رهایت نمی کنم تا سردی نگاهت با گرمی تنم هم دما شود... باید دوست داشت! mohammad bishtar az tamume donya duset daram pas farda tavalodete . khoshalam . kheili ziad . fada miam kadoto midam . taghriban asabam khurde . kheili saay mikonam b rum nayaram o nafami . nemidunam daghighan chete ya shayad cheme . esas mikonam ziadi az man moazabi . ah bb man ziadi ajulam . dokhtare bad ! fada mibinamet . uhoooooooo daram hazyun migam , hamash az un migam ....... baz azam borid , baz negam nakard , baz mano nadid , bazsedam nakard ..... baz mano nakhast , baz chera namund , baz behtar k raft , baz mano suzund
........ daram hazyun migam , hamash az un migam ......
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to male mani . yani bayad male man bashi . albate che bayadi !? bayad nadarim !
mohammad mozu chie ? man chera injuri shodam ?
ta be hal inhame az ye esm khosham naumade bud . fght mikham sedat bezanam .
harlahze be in fk mikonam age tu zendegim budi hamechi che aali o ghashang bud .
vay ke cheghad man bishouram ! ba hameye pesaraye kelas rahatam vali hatta vaghti mibinamet na mitunam salam bedam na hatta mitunam axolamali neshun bedam . fght o fght zabunam band miad .
vayele term bud . hanu hishki baham rahat nabud . elnaz bem goft asan be delam gozashtan mohammad o to ye ruzi baham mishin . goftam chera in harfo gofti ? goft nemidunam haminjuri be delam gozashtan kheli beham miain ! un sefide to ham buri . shabie ham hastin !!!
ah bb mohammad har dafe k az daneshga barmigardam chon bazam natunestam be dastet biaram va hatta vaghti invar unvaram ro k nega mikonam na mashineto mibinam na khodeto koli asabam khurd mishe . hardafe ba asabe dagun miresam khabga .
bia mohammadam . zud bia . hafteye bad eyde . age khodayi vujud dare to ro azash eydi mikham .....
june man emruz chera unju kadi !? vasat shirini taarof kadam . goftam salam ! befarmaiiin !
gofti : salam . mrc . nemidunam fk konam y khodahafezam akharesh gofti o rafti . enga jen dide budi . shayadam ajale dashti . nemidunam shayadam hol shodi ! he ! ey dele delkhoshe man ! maskharas . yki mishine az in mige k asheghete o be ham dg ziadi niga mikonin . yki dg miad mige to ro ba ye dokhtare kheili khoshkel tu khiabun dide ! man k bavaram nemishe . hame durug migan . mikhan aziatam konan . albte ki midune !?
kheilia motavajehan k man akharesh y chizim mishe vali khob fk mikonan k y hesse sadas . shayadam vghn injurie . are etemalan fght y hesse ehterame mobhame ! az ink b khodam durug begam motanaferam ! yani jdi jdi daram gereftar misham ? ki midune !?
chera daram ghayemesh mikonam ? bir gunah gibi gizledim seni ..... ! bu ashkin daha en bashinan korkuyordum ben sonunan !
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az negahet hichi dasgiram nemishe . aghaye hamishe bitafavot ! vaaaaaaaaaaaay asheghetam . vaghti y harfi pish miad k hame tu kelas ghash mikonan az khande fght y labkhande y tarafe mizani .
fght miduni asan ba mantegh jur darnemiad k u ro ba ye dokhtar dide bashan .
midunam shayad alan tu in vaziate man az mantegh harf zadan kheli mozhekke vali khob ras migam dg !
man un negaheto mikham . vase hamishe . ta abad .
mitarsam inbar k didamet beshinam zire pahat o ye dele sir gerye konam !
chan ruzi bud k be khodam eteraf karde budam dg khodayi nadaram vali az vaghti bavar kardam k asheghet shodam ba khoda ye shart bastam . midunam b nazar maskharas vali to akharin rahe negah dashtane eteghadam be khodayi . age bashe khodesho ba to bem sabet mikone . fght doa kon zuddtar inkaro bokone man ziad ghodrate nega hefzesho nadaram .
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